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I'm still trapped inside my head
Kind feels like I'm almost dead
Everything went from color to a dark shade of red
Is this the end that they warned us about?
Or you think I'm looking for attention or some damn clout?
Well you can doubt on that
So I'll light another cigarette and watch the spark turn to ashes,
I stumble to control my reactions to all my mindless distractions
Fascination and self doubt form the deepest creations
Reminds me about my dreams that keep crashing against my self doubt
Is it dashing to see color?
Idk I don't remember
To call ur mother and tell her u love her?
Tried and she called the wrong number back,
It wasn't me it was a sneak attack,
Hope defines whack
I don't know the answers to what causes pure bliss
But I promise if it was in front of me I probably would miss
Just did this, ha, thinking I have the power to rewind what haunts me in my dreams
Quit worrying this no self diss
Its just a reflection on what day it is and what i miss
F*cking rats lying creating traps
Homeboy you're such a lag
I should call you sis
Betrayal comes in the form of deception
Hey class to this you must pay attention
In your darkest days who helps u find your way?
I met an angel few months passed May
And to think I thought those IG poems were all a joke
But nope there's people out there who really mean what they do
There is such thing as to be good to be true
But when i see you I know
Next to you the only place I wanna go
Forever grateful for how we grow
Yet nothings perfect God is love
But the devil is always near
He'll make u feel invincible that's the principle 'til your delusional reality disappears
Mass casualties of hope driven fantasies
Stuck a knife in my brain I'm permanently insane
Lack of control
Too foggy so you do your fav hobby
Crybaby, ignorant and sobby
You spent two years rallying for something that didn't mean a thing
I keep trying to scream we don't know anything
I do it in my poems so you can try and take a swing
But no one seems to care, so evil keeps on laughing
To me most of us lacking
The ability to admit we wrong
LA, it's been down the f*cking street all along
Humble yourself, we all missed it
God be our witness, help us to see it.