I need the chaos I use it to try to erase this time and space that I'm stuck in
I need destruction to try to mask the noise my heart makes
Disruption no more what a bore
I must be to be someone you feel forced to know when
I used to be the one a part of you adored
Am I going insane?
Lost deep inside a socket of your Membrane the layers all ripped apart I throw a dart and hit the middle; then The back of the dart fell off
I hit the jackpot then got shot in the head
I am here but I'm not present
Please everyone else pretend I'm dead
Stop calling if you ain't her
I don't give a shit
I'll leave you bitches in the dust happily
I just create chaos to match the chaos within
Trust me I don't give a shit about anything