Sanity
I call out to thee
Silence me
Remove me
From this ever present illusion
A false reality
Relinquish me
I beg of thee
This life was destined to be
My own torturous, living, hell
When can I close my eyes and no longer remember this agony that drags me down
Or am I forever doomed to wander through life feeling bleak and hollow
Drifting
But not to sleep
Scorned
Alone I weep
Contrition burns at my skin
Close the lid to this coffin
Built upon bricks of uncertainty
The foundations are slowly crumbling
Listless years
Just lines in the mirror
Groveling
End this pain
Dearest anomie beckons so sweet
Come along it heeds
Softly whispering
For tonight we fly
When can I close my eyes and no longer remember this agony that drags me down
Or am I forever doomed to wander through life feeling bleak and hollow
Drifting
But not to sleep
Scorned
Alone I weep
Contrition burns at my skin
Close the lid of this coffin
Why must this be
My whole existence is to just wallow in my own forsaken and goddamned misery
I've watched everything I've loved be stripped and taken from me
The chances that I've wasted
Lay barren in the dirt
And there will I remain
For my regrets, they have buried me
Sealed away
Will anyone feel the weight of my absence
When can I close my eyes and no longer remember this agony that drags me down
Or am I forever doomed to wander through life feeling bleak and hollow
Falling, at last to sleep
So profound, this new found peace
Slip back once again into the void alone
Seconds to eternity
Forever enveloped by the unknown