Siski - That Song You Never Wanted Lyrics

I forget that I'm with you
Cuz youre not a chemical
But you never seem to leave
Why do you do this to yourself
My gaze is shifting left
I can't do nothing right
And I don't care if someone else is in your bed with you tonight
Cuz im too f*cked up to be with someone I can't buy my pillies from
Never learned to listen to you when I'm always drunk
Bones cracked, ripped your heart from your chest
I don't wanna be honest, just want you to leave me

We've fallen out of touch
Cuz I dont wanna feel a thing
So taste my distant tongue
While I float away from me
And i dont want your love
I know I said youre all i need
I know I drink too much
I drank too much
We've fallen out of touch
Cuz I dont wanna feel a thing
So taste my distant tongue
While I float away from me
And i dont want your love
I know I said youre all i need
I know I drink too much
I drank too much

I swear that I'm not dependent but every penny I'm spending to keep my liver fermenting has got me running on empty
Another digit of addiction too high to be committed
And every time I'm driving I wanna crash & burn it so

Don't wait up
I hope you find your love
Give me 15 months
And you won't find me drunk

We've fallen out of touch
Cuz I dont wanna feel a thing
So taste my distant tongue
While I float away from me
And I don't want your love
I know I said youre all i need
I know I drink too much
I drank too much
We've fallen out of touch
Cuz I don't wanna feel a thing
So taste my distant tongue
While I float away from me
And I don't want your love
I know I said youre all i need
I know I drink too much
I drank too much

Stitching up the hole inside of my soul
So I can't fill it with the chemicals that left it open
Show me the solution that's not somebody else
So they don't have to watch me die the same way that you did