Hell, I'm running through this darkness
Lost and exhausted
Took several sedatives and that doesn't happen very often
Call my mama up, told her that I'm just lost in
A life that she brought me into, how is it not crossing?
Yea
How is it not crossing?
How is it not crossing?
Bring a kid up, find him sitting down and plotting
Shape his way with drugs, to find him very nauseous
Laying in bed with blood on his mind
Thinking about the time to run from his grime
So, catch me rocking camo gear in the summertime
Riding dirty, blasting piano tunes its show time
Stacks of books on my camel you thinking right
Arab dress, Lambo handles it's time to shine
Yea it's time to shine
(Failures)
Yea, it's time to shine
Let the rain go away
Let the clouds move out
Summertime, SirSam
In my white dress, white cloth
Man I was so f*cking goth
Past dropped, hopes up
More luck, smile shocks
More locks for my drip style
Icons, just sit down
Beach style, let me wild out
Rainbows just like 6ix9ine
Yea, you thinking stupid
Boy, we used to do this
Since you were a little nuisance my exuberance been proven
Yea, I'm mutating influence, be ready for this newness
No body been this new since, shady made you all his little students
Little f*cking students
How intuitive
But
I smoke, I drink, I lied on the brink
If I die I'd go to hell right now
I lived so free, I'm a piece of shit
Hope no one f*cking finds out
These drugs in me made me so real
And I don't wanna come down
More talks less feels to conquer dreams
I lay in a bed with my cotton mouth