Bags under my eyes
Need to pick once more
Shallow smiles to mom
Almost as if embalmed
Sweaty cold palms
An unrehearsed sitcom
Why another zero day again?
Even in my current life
Contradicting joyful strife
With so much love
May I crop indifference with a carving knife?
If I had the strength
I'd go the length
Why another zero day again?
Somewhere past this afterlife of gray
Is a light through hearsay
Like a castaway on a beautiful summer day
Just waiting to feel something
Something more
Sometime
Someday
Why another zero day again?