Sirellia - Pills>_< Lyrics

I will never know
Where the f*ck I wanna go
Please don't talk to me
I'm so alone
Cannot stop the bleed
Do you even want me
Don't be mean to me
This shit f*cking beyond me
Dreaming every night
One pill at the time
That is all I want baby I don't wanna lie
Crying every night
Wish I was with u
It would be a dream if u could kiss me too
I just wanna overdose
Crying all night
I'm done with all these f*cking hoes
All they do is lie
I feel so f*cking gross
Worst things get to me
I will never f*cking know
What they really mean
Tweaking off sum pills
How I f*cking miss it
Looking for sum thrills
I'm crying baby hear it
Begging for your kiss
Never gonna be enough
I took so many hits
I'm dying please believe me
I was up all night
Reading tarot cards for fun
Cutting my wrists like that
Just make me feel alive
Thorns cutting up my heart
I just know I wont survive
Without you by my side
Might as well just drop and die
F*ck it I don't wanna know
What it is that just broke
Crack my skull and drink the yolk
Baby I just wanna go
Wish I was never born
So I couldn't feel so wrong
Hate my body
Hate it all
After all I'm not that strong
I'm so sad I wanna know
When exactly did I broke
I know that my feelings wrong
Can just someone let me know
I just wanna overdose
Crying all night
I'm done with all these f*cking hoes
All they do is lie
I feel so f*cking gross
Worst things get to me
I will never f*cking know
What they really means
Tweaking off sum pills
How I f*cking miss it
Looking for sum thrills
I'm crying baby hear it
Begging for your kiss
Never gonna be enough
I took so many hits
I'm dying please believe me
Tweaking off sum pills
How I f*cking miss it
Looking for sum thrills
I'm crying baby hear it
Begging for your kiss
Never gonna be enough
I took so many hits
I'm dying please believe me