Carry On Video (MV)

I-I love you sinserely
Sin!
Damn I'm gone, in that life I carry on
I got miscalls on my phone
Call my phone that shit unknown
Ion speak bout how I feel
Grab that blunt and then I stone
Can't be tripping bout these hoes
I make money bitch I'm grown
I fell inlove when I was young
Man it f*cked up my damn head, instead I just go grab my gun
No more happiness i f*cked my head up, damn I swear I'm done
Bitch I'm tired of chasing love, I see your love and then I run
Swear to god this shit no fun
When I was hurt it was nobody there
No 50,50 I put in love like man this shit ain't fair
I gave back I broke my bread but didn't nobody care
Bitch I'm stuck inside my head I swear it's hard to bare
They think I'm rapping this a cry for help
Say "it's a trend to hate on sin" so now I hate myself
Swear I'm sold I stay 10 I'd never kill myself
They told me "love yourself before you love somebody else" (I'm dumb)
"Am I dumb for what I did" I don't know I ask myself
Omg we fell inlove and now she only love herself
She done moved on now times changed I can't even love that bitch
Man that bitch f*cked up my head, now I f*cking hate that bitch
Id be wrong, if I crashed out and killed everybody in my way
If I do, I might leave and I might go back M.I.A
But I'm thinking, if I do I know I won't see no more days
I been stressing bout my problems I let god just pave the way
Why can't they see that I'm insane?
Bitch I'm not playing this shit no game
Ask myself "who I've became" I'm smoking weed to ease my pain
Swear I'm trapped, I got trauma in my brain this shit no joke
Why they paint me like a villain I swear to god it's hard to cope
Have a shootout with my alter ego
Shit for life just like a R.I.C.O
Fly I'm gone just like I'm Rio
Missing home just like its depot