I know this feeling far too well
Suffocating in this hollow shell I call my body
Rotting like my heart I decay slowly withering away
So tell me how to stay awake instead of sleeping forever in solitude
My mind is in a fragile state that I cannot escape
I can't control everything that I've done my past has no regrets to the lives
I've touched with my heartless intentions
Always failing to mention that I have no remorse
So validate my catharsis do what it takes to feel complete
Even if that involves all the blood that I have to bleed
I will dig myself into an early grave bury me so you can finally feel safe
So selfish and sadistic this addiction I just can't seem to quit
The feeling of this hopelessness how do I disappear from this?
I'm cut too deep
I am cut too deep to stitch up
You and I were never the same I've become a burden I've lost my way
And as I sleep with the serpents I am undeserving of my lungs
I struggle and I shake at the weight of my shame
I have become a burden never the same
Nothing will erase this from my mind, from my memory
I've become a burden I've lost my way