Sindi Jordaan - Someday Lyrics

We fall by the miles.
I hide I keep finding it
I try and I try, it's so hard to deny this
There's nothing I want more than just to be with you
But you don't want to talk.
So I drown in my tears till I've forgotten how to breathe
And I just stare at the ceiling, praying for release
Because everything's up in knots
And my heart's beating a little out of rhythm.
And I, I prayed not to do this
How could I have hurt you along the way?
But you, you pulled away from me and everything inside me fell apart
I didn't know how to start patching it up
And I promise I'm not okay
I put so much heart into this.
I've never wanted someone so badly to stay
I still wanna be with you someday.
You said I shouldn't worry you will not get hurt
But I was torn when I asked if we could kick this to the curb
I was hoping for resistance,
But you just went with my words
And I couldn't see the road as I drove from your place
Thinking about that you said you wouldn't push me away
Now It's only been four days, but the space
Is driving me insane.
And I, I praying to get through this,
But I'm crying almost every second of the day.
But you, you pulled away from me and everything inside me fell apart
I didn't know how to start patching it up
And I promise I'm not okay
I put so much heart into this.
I've never wanted someone so badly to stay
I still wanna be with you someday.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry that I hurt you
He told me to give you space, it still breaks me every day
And I don't understand it
I'm really sorry, I'm sorry that I hurt you
And I'm scraping every little piece of faith I have left to hold on to someday
Please tell me there's someday.