I Won't Cry Video (MV)

I spent so much f*cking time
Wasted so much energy
Just for it to end like this
I always get credit
When credits due
But I'm no longer proud
When it's comin' from you
I guess you forgot
We were a team
But it's been so long
Since we shared the same dream
All my hopes
They've flown away
How long has it been
Since I felt ok
I feel heavy now
And I don't want to stay
I thought this was love
But you lied to my face
Ok look
I know I've done wrong too
But at least I tried
To work it out with you
How long
Do you gotta lie
Now I'm done
I'm not gonna try
We were young
Love strung maybe
Had some fun
Had us a baby
We both got scared
Shit got hazy
So full of stress
Our lives got crazy
I had my doubts
I figured we'd fall out
Always fightin'
Never a smile
Not a big deal
Then you asked me to marry
Said you had plans to join the military
Tied the knot
Signed the note
I'm gonna see it through
Because I took that oath
It got worse
But I can't let go
Some things happened
They will never know
Every little moment
It happened so fast
Our whole relationship
It turned into trash
Just how long
Will I let this last
Now self esteem
Has dropped so vast
Give my heart
An open casket
I gotta new one
It's made of plastic
Now nothing hurts
No need to mask it
I will always question
Why we moved so rapid
This
Is goodbye
Goodbye
No
I won't cry
I won't cry
I'm tired
And I tried
I tried
So this
Is goodbye
Goodbye
Now when I'm with you
All I feel is anger
I don't feel close
And you feel like a stranger
Don't trust anymore
Always second guessing
Can't just hang out
It feels so depressing
I'll miss you
And the times we had
But I have to move on
I don't wanna stay mad
Don't wanna stay sad
Don't wanna get hurt
Don't wanna end up in the dirt
High school sweethearts
(That's so sweet)
Now I'm so mad
That I'm grindin' my teeth
I feel like my pride
Has been taken away
And I cannot hide
I've been boiled in pain
Most times
I wanna shut it out
Like nothing ever happened
Can't bring me down
I am the queen
Let me fix my crown
Like I'm livin' the dream
And I'm sleepin' sound
But it always creeps back
And it won't go away
Cuz' in my heart
You have a permanent place
I miss being friends
We were partners in crime
Now there's too much hurt
And to heal takes time
That's all that I have
And I'm ready to go
Gonna pack up my bags
Now I'm ready to grow
Not gonna look back
Keep my eyes on the road
Now it's time
That I let you know
This
Is goodbye
Goodbye
No
I won't cry
I won't cry
I'm tired
And I tried
I tried
So this
Is goodbye
Goodbye