Used Condoms On My Nightstand Video (MV)

I sought to destroy my own circumference
Linked to the biology of indulgence
Indulge him in my way of life
That I got from the mindset that was meant to be
Scare me with changing tides
Extinguishing lights, rights, equal fights
The repetition of my woe
My illusion of writing these songs
I can move away to that place
Packing my things, prepare to be gone
I can only see my imperfection
Maybe I am just as lost as my friends
Room with stench of given depression
Therapy room used condoms on my nightstand
I think I might have lost my mind
Make myself believe my own lies
My obsession with your affection
Severely damaged bus window reflection
Why do you feel so sentimental
Your dopamine flooded my ventral tegmental
I can move away to that place
Southern England in a haste
Packing my things, prepare to be gone
This will be the last time, I haunt you alive
I can only see my imperfection
Conflicting thoughts won't take it as a lesson
Maybe I am just as lost as my friends
Never look back before I return