It's been a long year
Collecting all the things that make me feel
A magazine
Pictures of moments that aren't real
The furniture
Carried to the yard laid in a line
My childhood barbies
Neon stickers making them not mine
And I'm trying to leave it all on a plastic table
Dreaming that somehow this will make me able
To not need it anymore, to not need it anymore
A holiday
Passes by like rain into a lake
And you're in Memphis
Laughing with the friends I knew you'd make
It's not the time
It's not that you would leave without a fight
It's that I need you
A slave to you in dreams I see at night
And I'm reading all the books we bought for the coffee table
Dreaming that somehow this will make me able
To not need you anymore, to not need you anymore
And I know that this shit is getting old
And we're both tired of me not letting go
But I keep thinking of the pictures that I wish I had
Wish I hadn't sold
And I'm trying to leave it all on a plastic table
Dreaming that somehow this will make me
I'm trying to leave it all on a plastic table
Dreaming that somehow this will make me able
To not need you anymore, to not need you anymore
Oh, to not need you
Oh, to not need you