Silverslums - Pops Lyrics

Back and forth on some highs and lows
How do memories turn to ghosts
Been 10 years and I still don't know how I'm supposed to feel
I don't wanna forget your voice
I don't wanna forget your face
But here I am fighting time losing my mind
When all I wanna do is remember old days

I know that you're still there
Even though I can't see you
I wanna hold onto every last moment left in my head
Don't let me forget

Hospital beds on Christmas
We watched that Laker game, they won that season
Wish you could of seen it
You talked to me on the phone from your room
Everything seemed it was gonna be fine
But March 9th, 2009 a beaming bright light went out that nigh
And I never got to say goodbye

I know that you're still there
Even though I can't see you
I wanna hold onto every last moment left in my head
Don't let me forget

Nothing was ever gonna be the same
That night everything went upside down
Everything was gonna change
And now all the years have passed on but I still think of you everyday
How do you process loss
Try to fill in a blank spot
Giving it my best shot
I owe so much to you Pops
But I could still use some direction
My head still filled with questions
Obscured in my own reflection
Can I get a sign am I doing ok?
I've got some shoes to fill though time still hasn't healed
You put me on this music trip so I'm climbing up this hill