Silver Ashes - I'm Sober Ma Lyrics

I don't even know if I wanna talk about this, man, isn't it, you know, kinda private?
And I'm not like a role model or something, it's just, you know, personal experience, I guess
It's been hell of a ride, but I made it alive, hell of a ride, made it alive. No poison in my veins, no walking in haze, no feeling lost and dazed for a f*cking thousand days, it's been hell of a ride, but I made it alive hell of a ride, made it alive. No poison in my veins, no walking in haze, no feeling lost and dazed for a f*cking thousand days, yeah
You know it's like, so wild to describe this feeling. I don't even wanna use big words or something. It's like being born again, you know what I mean
It's been hell of a slide, God I had to strive, hell of a slide, God I had to strive. Poison in my veins, walking in haze, feeling lost and dazed for some f*cking twelve years, it's been hell of a slide, God I had to strive, hell of a slide, God I had to strive. Poison in my veins, walking in haze, feeling lost and dazed for some f*cking twelve years
I'm sober mama. I'm sober mama. I'm sober mama. Are you proud of me now? I'm sober mama. I'm sober mama. I'm sober mama.
You know, in the end, I think it's just part of the culture you grew up in, right? Personally, growing up, I was surrounded by all those figures that I admired
Writers, poets, singers, all of them, damn wasted all the f*cking time. What am I supposed to do? Am I better than them or something? You know, I mean, you got the answer, right
It's been hell of a ride, but I made it alive. Hell of a ride, but I made it alive. Hell of a ride, made it alive. Hell of a ride, made it alive
Okay, we done for today, right
Alright, cut