Into my desolation, I chose to follow you
My little light began to fade; to your flame I drew
I wished to have it all, to know the place where you were bound
Now I have felt your pain and you're nowhere to be found
A fire overthrown as cold reclaims my bones
Ashes of my passion rest; I awake alone
Fallen from my way
Peace refused to stay
When I chose to trust; trust you
I thought you would save my life
Inside this desolation, obscuring memory
I wanted to adore you; so, how did you wake the worst of me?
I burn to take my vengeance, to somehow force you to care
But you can't feel my pain for my part in this affair
No wrong would make it right but I still act in spite
Were not the darkest demons once born from the brightest light?
Fallen from my way
Peace refused to stay
When I chose to trust; trust you
I thought you would save my life
Will this act have its redemption arc?
Or was it just a waste of what could be?
Left me with a scar where I missed my mark
And you're too far to hear my apologies
Try to return to faith, sometimes I find that spark
But keep relapsing into catastrophe
Fallen from my way
Peace refused to stay
When I choose to trust; to trust you
With my heart, and my life
Gone so far astray
To whom I am today
Did I come in vain, into this pain?
Why did I think you'd save my life?
Save my life