I can't believe I found you in the first place
Just to lose you in the end
When I had it all in my hands
I went on with my stupid rants
How does it feel in the end
It feels like that first kiss
And falling asleep on you in the car
And that feeling when you held me
We slow danced the crickets in the dark
I never thought I'd lose you
I can't believe I found you in the first place
Just to lose you in the end
When I had it all in my hands
I went on with my stupid rants
How does it feel in the end
It feels like that last night
When you couldn't even blindside me to my face
And that absence of closure
Had me desperately holding on to a fragment of hope
That was never there
And stunted my growth for nearly two more years
Cause I convinced myself
You'd one day allow me to dedicate my devoted heart to you
But that love was only dedicated to a figment of you
That was over a decade ago
And these days as I look into my shadow
And burn the string between two candles
I know how it feels to be unbound from you
Unbound from you
It feels like this