Side by Side - SAD Lyrics

Have you ever tried to disappear inside your mind
Have you ever felt so alone that you put your dreams on hold
Because you thought no one would see you anyways
I'm just trying to say that I'm not okay
And I haven't been alright for quite some time
There's a dying glow casting shadows
And strangely it feels more like home to me at night
I feel like an addict like a junky
Like I'm skin and bones
I feel like I don't know what I'm doing
I feel like that when I'm all alone
Isolation is creeping in
I'm getting bad again
I drink to forget
Drink to feel like it's not all falling apart
Because it's habit
And I just can't stop it
Even if I wanted to
I'm just trying to say that I'm not okay
And I haven't been alright for quite some time
There's a dying glow casting shadows
And strangely it feels more like home to me at night
I feel like an addict like a junky
Like I'm skin and bones
I feel like I don't know what I'm doing
I feel like that when I'm all alone
Maybe I'm always in the wrong place at the wrong time
But this life is passing me by
I just want to live in my dreams
Life has no meaning to me
I'm just trying to say that I'm not okay
And I haven't been alright for quite some time
There's a dying glow casting shadows
And strangely it feels more like home to me at night
I feel like an addict like a junky
Like I'm skin and bones
I feel like I don't know what I'm doing
I feel like that when I'm all alone
Alone is where I belong
Where my head is free to create fantasies
And I won't be reminded that they're not reality
(You can't cast silhouettes!)