Side by Side - Depression Lyrics

I try
All my life
To look on the bright side
Cause that's what I was told to do
To do
And I try
To cover all this darkness
Never let them truly know
What goes on inside my mind
It's a dark place to be
When the only light you see
Is the train
Coming for you
And no matter where you go
There's just something you don't know
And it drags you
Down, down, down
Down, down
And I wish you could see
Everything I want to be
But can't
Because it's sunny in the sky
But the cloud I have inside
Is dark there
Dark there
And I wish you could know
What it's like to never know
What's going on
Inside your own head
But that's honestly not true
I would never wish for you
To have to go there
It's a dark place
So very dark
And cold
But it comes from inside
And this feeling I try to hide
Still gets me
And I know you think it's you
Or something I don't do
But I can't
Help myself
I'd give nothing more
Than my life to find a cure
For the feeling
I can't fix
Cause it's not my fault you see
There's just something wrong with me
And knowing that
Is the worst part
Please understand
It's not my fault