Chained Video (MV)

Throwing flowers at funerals, I'm the person that rose up
They like to talk a lot of shit, but they don't know us
Heard some news this afternoon, got me chocked up
Life is a gamble, play cards until you fold up
Feels like I'm getting strangled right now
And there's me, on this chair, trying to tie the rope up
Against myself it's a constant battle hope sucks
And me over Cam's music like gold dust...
Fake smiles and Fake eyes they show us
You know what, where the unsolved puzzle no one can solve us
Lyrics are TNT, beats fire gets exploded
That's why I keep this, pen here that's all I'm holding
It's always those who are closest
I wrote this, at the point where I was hopeless
Personal Motives, got my mind in bare wires
It's Hard to stay on track, and keep focused

Nobody else ears can hear this
Only for me, my light to my blindness
I'd die, if anybody would find this
My mask is double sided, sky rewinded

Nobody else ears can hear this
Only for me, my light to my blindness
I'd die, if anybody would find this
My mask is double sided, sky rewinded

My mind is, filled with Clouds colliding
And what's the reason for me to then feel like this
Smile and be full with kindness
Eyes lids fill with love their eyelids are lying
My life is full of bad timing
Love ones crying, close friends dieting
Emotional ride, left with my feelings in hiding
A mounting to happiness, forever climbing
Would you help me see it
And watch me struggle and see my dreams get defeated
Use to love to Drinking until my livers bleeding
Now Fighting these inner demons
I'm leaving, this is me being beating
A human being doesn't deserve such treatment
At that funeral, yea I'm grieving
Life without me is worth living decent

Nobody else ears can hear this
Only for me, my light to my blindness
I'd die, if anybody would find this
My mask is double sided, sky rewinded

Nobody else ears can hear this
Only for me, my light to my blindness
I'd die, if anybody would find this
My mask is double sided, sky rewinded

Locked bars, now trapping us
Each line with pain, now fractured us
Heart damages, gold baggeges
Oldest keep on saying what's the matter kid
Why don't you come laugh with us
Why so serious
They torture me and mind batter us
Be careful there stranglers or silently stabbing us
When I was younger I was writing, I was like a magic one
Now I'm 28 asking myself where's the magic gone
Shit changers with strangers and love one's bond
Miss my cuzon he's still with me I can't feel him gone
Even though I feel it's wrong, find it's deep
One night there gonna knock on my door and find me not asleep
Pearly gets in heaven or I'm rotting deep
Trying not to fail but trying to succeed
Certain things I'm equipped with don't leave with me
Cuz if bad luck was a film that shit will feature me
Evil deeds reach the sea still I keep the peace
Eyes smile happily but arms got a leathal reach
Wish I was born down a decent street
Instead I stood out so all the good could see
Can't change now, head up when that rain fell
Caught in he same cloud it's affecting these brain cells
Can't keep the pain well
Lost the plot, but kept fam there until I cam round
Time to give up, it ain't now
Fight until that ring bells, my side they don't own white towels