SHVUN - View from Above Lyrics

Doing everything I
Wanna do acting like I've got
Nothing to lose in the morning comes the
Monday blues yeah I got those too but
Everybody's always thinking that I'm walking picture perfect
(But I'm far from it)
When the thought of conquering comes I'm
Smothering intolerant to the voices talking
Over me phoning me I'm presenting all my
F*cking validations I've been fighting condemnation
(Step back)
Take a deep breath before I dive into the abyss
(Life is nothing but a mystery amidst)
Rather die before I fake any emotions in this ocean
(That's been pulling me away with every payment of a token)
If I'm shouting while I'm drowning am I drowning at all?
If I'm smiling while you're dying will it all be my fault?
Doing eighty on the fifty only I can ever judge me
No rights or wrongs just take it slow and stay for the ride
In my eyes I've been known to be just another guy
(Never showing signs just tell em I'm alright)
Like the movies wanna do me and get put up on the spotlight
(Shine so bright til I'm faded out of sight)
It's fine crossing these oh so blurry lines
(It's time to say)
Goodbye to these doubts within my mind
(Take a)
Bow cause I'm boutta make another f*cking mess murder
All of my opponents better speak up with your chest playing
Games within your mind checking all my dollar signs take a
Gambit for the queen I give my life up for the hive better
Member these are my choices influence free head is
Clear of any other voices this void is pulling me
Closer to the edge about to lose to temptation but in my defense
Had no other options I consumed that toxin
(I'm still standing)
No hands needed when I'm living like a f*cking bandit
Only one look is all it takes for crowds to panic
But I'm only looking for the pieces man I should have
Had it god f*cking damn it I f*cking had it with these whispers
They always linger just like this liquor feeling
Bitter one big sinner that's who I am light's still
Flicker when they turned off was always blown off I never
Showed off I guess that was my own mistake staying
Hesitating deep thoughts just meditating clear out the
Mess within I gotta start the renovations received no
Invitations to the show but I'm chilling now don't need no
Standing ovations know I'm pleasing the crowd
Don't need to tell me I got
Problems cause what's the point if you don't
Follow? You spill the tea when given
Options but I'm the one you call obnoxious
(That's funny, yeah)
Just laugh it off
Cause I'm a star get lost in space but find that
Nothing's wrong it's only us we're causing spatial
Rifts within continuums within the interviews don't ever
Have an answer coming from the intellectuals
Paper's all that ever matters we're always gravitating to those
Full pockets like the rings surrounding Saturn
I've been thinking one day we gone die but that's just life
Sun and Moon are shining bright up in the sky
Full of light through lows and highs only
Do what I want not shit that rings the alarms don't pay
Attention to the stories only write my own art for those
Departed from here never forgotten from here I know that
Soon we'll be together in that heavenly sphere until our
Paths converge again I only pray that your spirit will keep on
Watching over me when swapping out the beats when the tempo's
Causing heat hold me close when I'm dragging my feet
Til that leap of faith I'm going til the end never play pretend now
The closing act dawns upon this circus never
Meant for it happen just the timely circumstances didn't
Allow for us to say our goodbyes no point in crying cause I
Promise you one day we gone fly heads held up high keep that
Fire ablaze don't let the hate ever phase me remember
These are my stories and I know that I'm amazing mom I
Made it to this point all this for you I don't ever want to
Make you shed a tear like back when I was bout to choose
Do I want to live or die? Know I'm out of my mind decided
On that night that I was finally ready to fly but seeing
Tears run down your face and your embrace had to pull up all my
Weight into the next chapter full of surprises
Don't ever cry again I'll try my best to
Never be reminded again you only wished the best when
Everybody else was slowly turning you kept my fire
Burning now I'm trailblazing higher than I've ever been before
The bible says I've sinned I'll take that as a win
Made me realize the problems within I'm starting
Over this fresh palette let's have at it not for
Anybody else this is my own baggage only
Writing what's important cause that's the new life that I've been
Forging don't bring up old memories I've already got them sorted
If anybody calls my name tell em that I told em
I don't know them this chapter's done over
Now
Peace