It's too loud inside my head just
Wanna turn it off think I'll be
Better off that way don't
Think don't hesitate I feel
Afraid that Imma
Lose my way I'm
Afraid of the unknown
Afraid that Imma lose all my control
I'm always overthinking focused
On the pigments end up missing on the bigger picture puzzle
Fragmented everyone's so talented I'm the
Odd one out man what's happening? When you
Say that you love me is there a deeper meaning? When you
Do me a favor are the receipts for your keeping? When you
Say that I'm amazing is that future insurance? Or am I
Just going crazy? Maybe I just want assurance
That nobody's got agendas mind's already in a blender mixing
Up the real and made up sick of all the old pretenders only
In it for self gain handbags and pop champagne I'm
Stuck in the backstage popping pills to hack away the pain
It's too loud inside my head just
Wanna turn it off think I'll be
Better off that way don't
Think don't hesitate I feel
Afraid that Imma
Lose my way I'm
Afraid of the unknown
Afraid that Imma lose all my control
How do I look? Am I saying it right?
Front tucked with the boots ain't this the shit that they like?
Watching others to see what they're all thinking of me cause the
Pressure's building up feel like I gotta be reckless now I'm
Drinking all alone I'm so helpless my heart is stained can't
Separate the colors lowered all my defenses don't
Judge me love me just overlook my flaws someone
Hug me love me it's what I've always wanted
This is the real me please stay and believe me cause it
Hurts me to be me I need someone to hear me keep me
Company please keep me company don't
Leave me, don't leave m-
(Alright that's enough)
It's too loud inside my head just
Wanna turn it off think I'll be
Better off that way don't
Think don't hesitate I feel
Afraid that Imma
Lose my way I'm
Afraid of the unknown
Afraid that Imma lose all my control
It's too loud inside my head just
Wanna turn it off think I'll be
Better off that way don't
Think don't hesitate I feel
Afraid that Imma
Lose my way I'm
Afraid of the unknown
Afraid that Imma lose all my control