SHVUN - Dark Thoughts Lyrics

Took a sip of henny I'll drive if you let me
I said f*ck the world always paying pennies
Things is getting shaky this shit is kinda scary
I ain't sure if Imma make it home maybe Imma
Crash into the intersection just saw the other day my
Friend was also driving crazy rest in peace didn't
Know that boy but you know I ain't ever learn my lessons
Repeating all the same mistakes
Hoping someone gonna come and check in
While I have a hold of my senses
While I'm sober enough to
Signal directions maybe it's an indication
That I've took a turn for the worst
Say the word and I'll go hundred over the
Limit life never gave me lemons still
Juiced down to the core so I
Pealed my mask back reveal the fact that I
Ain't such a humble person I've
Been hurtin' yeah I've been searchin' but I
Found no f*cking purpose rather
Die young maybe have fun for a brief moment just dance on
Window closing check the dashboard one fifty now, I'm gassed up
So f*ck being formal call me a dick motherf*cker know that I've been
Ab f*cking normal got a god complex? That's far off know I'm a mortal
Matter of fact my thoughts have always been too clear
Got me mad uncomfortable
Drinking all these bottles to pierce through it all
That's the first big obstacle
Crash into the darkness and crash inside the mountains and
Crash this f*cking party cause damn I just f*cking hate it I
Hate people I hate me I hate my equals I ain't sweet
I hate life like a switchblade I cut you up in an instant
"Hey, are you okay?" Man shut the f*ck up cause nobody cared before
What's the difference now?
Got a price tag now suddenly hear the ringing sounds like
How've you been? Maybe we can kick it not a
Single time went through with it
Honey try again trynna slide in you know that I'm not cool with it
'Hey, is everything alright?'
'Tell me what's going on'
'You haven't done anything wrong don't blame yourself'
'Listen, everything is going to be okay'
Yeah (let me out)
Yeah (f*ck you no f*ck you f*ck all this shit)
Yeah (think you're hot shit? Nah you ain't even worth shit)
Yeah (okay go ahead then see if I give a shit)
Mind elevated
First floor room but it feels like a basement
No one to call when I need some embracing
No one is around when I'm calling out save me
(Someone please save me)
Faking a smile to save face cause nobody wants to deal with a
Crack case saying out loud to the world let me
Die stop wasting my time stop asking me
Questions sick of always saying that I'm alright
Said that I'm alright I was up all night
Fighting my demons trynna find me some reasons that I shouldn't
Contemplate life when my heart's fried maybe
I should get some guidance tired of your highness
Bay Area's finest mountains you climb them
Big record deals pretty soon you gon sign them
Telling me lies just be honest trynna sell me
Life of a king then flip the script like Pocahontas
So f*ck the bullshit you're just a nuisance getting tied up stop the
Excuses you'll be the witness to madness or greatness
Whichever comes first that's just how we do business
Choke out all the competition don't leave loose ends less you're cool with homies trynna
Switch it up they get mad as f*ck but
Right now I don't really give a f*ck