Shoreward - What it's not Lyrics

I feel like I'm still waiting
To believe that I'm meant
For something
I feel like I've been wasting
The better part of me
That's taken for granted

I get in my head overthinking
The sinking feeling
I'm running out of time
Still dreaming
I'm my own worst enemy
My toughest critic and maybe
I gotta call it for what it is

I missed the boat
Yeah that shipped sailed
And got so close but it's gone
And I'm here with so much to say

And I thought that I
Was always ready
All my excuses but
Who was I kidding
I thought I was enough that
My songs they would change things

But I missed the boat and
That ships sailed
And I got so close but it's gone
And I'm here with no one to blame

So I guess I gotta call it for
What it is
I gotta call it for what it's not

I feel like I'm still chasing
The same old dream
That I keep waking up with
And I thought that
My hope was enough that
My regret didn't kill me

Yeah I get in my head over thinking
The sinking feeling
I'm drowning in a sea of possibilities
And I hope that my regret
Doesn't kill me

I get in my head overthinking
The sinking feeling
I'm drowning in a sea of possibilities
And I hope that my hard work
It doesn't kill me

So I guess I gotta call it for
What it is
Yes I gotta call it for
What it's not