Shiquon - The Motions Lyrics

I don't think you understand my pain all the issues that done took a toll
On me for no reason whining down smoothly like its using a stripper pole
But I promise that I will never fold
I'm paying for some shit I ain't caused or nothing I hate it yo
What is it gonna take for you n****s to see I'm done with tears
For many years I've suffered amongst my peers I think it's clear
To see that easily they walked out on me here and everywhere
Swear I came to see I'm the only person that f*cking cared
I swear it stupid cause I put you all first
Felt you mattered but in this manner you left my ass hurt
Cause I'm shattered but then you mastered to dig up some dirt
N***a I'm flattered and then you faggots made me go berserk
That ain't even Quon's stizzle yizzle mizzle up nizzle
Fizzle thizzle wizzle wasn't even pizzle happen izzle
Gonna be any different well if not f*ck your feelings
Cause I'm torn between reality and dreaming I've been dealing

With these emotions in the motions it's not slowing down
Might make me throw up from all this spinning going up and down
Noise is getting louder I'm just wishing no one makes a sound
Cause I might f*cking lose if I do no one could save me now

Gotta get up get out and get something
Damn I'm letting so much time pass me on by
Either get up get out or do nothing
It's my only chance I gotta make it out

Since Shameful Thoughts 2
I've been losing my cool said f*ck rapping so maybe I'll do better in school
Then things happened I start snapping and made some improvements
By any means too kid
I'm in college the shit sucks should've quit for a day job
I acknowledged the fact that I could quit any day mom
But my tuition high as hell and we still owe debts
Missed classes for many reasons and cause I overslept
And I've been failing classes some days have been truly unlucky
So many things had occurred that I honestly wish had stood from me
It happened for a reason to be real man I ain't mad at it
Talking about it could probably reproduce too much static
That just don't need be there shit I was glad to be here
I knew God had me but still sadly I'm unhappy there
Thought about moving right back to Manning but then I came to my senses
Cause those were only my trials and I went through my tribulations

With these emotions in the motions it's not slowing down
Might make me throw up from all this spinning going up and down
Noise is getting louder I'm just wishing no one makes a sound
Cause I might f*cking lose if I do no one could save me now

Gotta get up get out and get something
Damn I'm letting so much time pass me on by
Either get up get out or do nothing
It's my only chance I gotta make it out

It's my time now n***a let them wait
Pick up the phone tell them hold let them wait
Old friends coming to they senses tryna reconcile
After I fell out with them well f*ck them n****s let them wait