Shiloh - Never Close Lyrics

I'm in way deeper than I ever fell before
Thought I'd sail to the better coast, the golden shore
Looking back now, I was never close
You were right, love is just a chemical
And I'm too broke to afford the dose Try getting out, sank some more

Looking back now, I was never close
To the place they talk about
You know where you get found Like you're singled out by one
When you're lost in the crowd
Said the double upper finna get me out the downs
But they just bring me trouble
Think I'm speeding to the ground Sad boy songs, turn them up loud
Still they wouldn't hear me till I turn up off a round
Money getting long, I don't feel too proud
Cause ain't no telling when I'm out
But till I fall, literally you get tired of this
I just pray my mom and them can find the peace I fight to get
I just pray my dogs can speak their heart no sense in hiding it
I should mix the dark with the white
Get some light in this
Like it's all okay
Maybe it would stay, maybe it would change
Maybe if I don't look, I'd find my way

Until then, I sing
I'm in way deeper than I ever fell before
Thought I'd sail to the better coast, the golden shore
Looking back now, I was never close
You were right, love is just a chemical
And I'm too broke to afford the dose Try getting out, sank some more

Looking back now, I was never close