It's just not the same, don't wanna talk, oh not today
All my scars seem to fade away when I'm mixing strong, but I'm not okay
Party in my room, I turn it up to get the voices out
Nothing left to lose, I got this one, I gotta make it count
Just a fallout, boy, baby, and we're going down
I would give my all, but I'm not around
Catch me on the move, they in awe, like, wow
Didn't think much, I was lost and wild
Only change is I'm up right now
But I made it rain till I'm somewhere drowning
Yeah, they say the rides only part of the thrill
I keep adding to the highs so the lows don't kill me
What if it's alright but I'm too far in the chill
To see what's on the side of a something real
Quite a bit to swallow, but like, lately
I can't deal with the weight that tend to follow
So ain't nothing like the pill shit
I done took too many, now I can't feel
Too tired to try to heal it
Too tired to try to heal it this time
Party in my room, I turn it up to get the voices out
Nothing left to lose, I got this one, I gotta make it count
Just a fallout boy, baby, and we're going down
I would give my all, but I'm not around
Catch me on the move, they in awe, like, wow
Didn't think much, I was lost and wild
Only change is I'm up right now
But I made it rain till I'm somewhere drowning
But I made it rain till I'm somewhere drowning
But I made it rain till I'm somewhere drowning