Shida - Fantasy All by Myself Lyrics

I feel trapped. Sometimes, sometimes I feel suffocated
I think we rushed into this too early
There's - there's just so much to live for, so much to do, so much to experience!
I want to know how it feels, to spread my wings and fly high

You, told me that you'd never lie
I, trusted you with my whole life
We, thought that we'd always die
In each other's arms but then I realised
I've been living a fantasy, all by myself and
I've been living too many days, succumbing to the shame and
I'm popping all these pills just to supress the pain
Realising I can never get you out of my brain

You, told me that you'd never lie
I, trusted you with my whole life
We, thought that we'd always die
In each other's arms but then I realised
I've been living a fantasy, all by myself and
I've been living too many days, succumbing to the shame and
I'm popping all these pills just to supress the pain
Realising I can never get you out of my brain

Sometimes when I sit alone, I can still feel your touch
Try to deny it, but you're the only one that I want
Conflicted coz I can't be with you after all the pain you caused
At that time I was stagnant like my life was paused
Moving nowhere, plagued by suicidal thoughts
I hear you die twice, when you breathe your last. & when someone's says your name for the last time
I hope the last time that I saw you, isn't the last time I hear your voice say my name
But my hopes & yours will never ever be the same
Only thing I play is Xbox, romance ain't a game

But too bad you were broken from your past now that's a shame
Coz you poured water & on our burning flame
Who knew cute looking girls could bring so much pain?
Now imma disappear on ya, David Blain

You, told me that you'd never lie
I, trusted you with my whole life
We, thought that we'd always die
In each other's arms but then I realised
I've been living a fantasy, all by myself and
I've been living too many days, succumbing to the shame and
I'm popping all these pills just to supress the pain
Realising I can never get you out of my brain

I want to know what's outside before I'm inside
I want...

Loving you is like being Icarus flying close to the sun
It's only high time till I regret what I have become
Heartless, stone-cold, I've lost control
You burnt too deep, I promise that you touched my soul

I remember your eyes, I remember your lies. To be precise, A wolf in disguise...
Is what you are

L-O-V-E love, is what you want
But if you spell it backwards, that's what you are

You, told me that you'd never lie
I, trusted you with my whole life
We, thought that we'd always die
In each other's arms but then I realised
I've been living a fantasy, all by myself and
I've been living too many days, succumbing to the shame and
I'm popping all these pills just to supress the pain
Realising I can never get you out of my brain

(AmiC on this WOO woo)

AmiC on this oooouuuuuu...