She's the Antagonist - Toys Lyrics

I've been waiting for someone to take my place
And I'm not sure who I would be but I just can't stay the same
All these demons down in my heart spitting fire through my veins
And there's an angel singing gospel songs on my right shoulder

And I am not afraid of the world
But I am terrified of girls
So I say come to my bed
Just don't speak because I can't take it anymore

I've been changing at least three times a day
I'm indifferent, dependent, insistent on living in some kind of play
Where I'm the bad guy but I've got sad eyes and beautiful words to say
So the girls all take pity on my so shitty and it never ends
Because I've made the world a stage

And I can't tell who I am
I think this morning I was a man
But tonight I'm just a boy
Falling asleep with all my toys on the floor