She's the Antagonist - Be Still Lyrics

I was drinking water from my hands, it doesn't matter who I was
And you were building castles in the sand when I told you we were made from dust
And you said the bible is a lie, we're all going to die
And no one really knows where we go
It doesn't matter if Jesus died for my sins because i've been hurt too many times to have a soul

And I said be still my baby
There are some things that we will never find
But I know God made you to love me
And he made me to question why
And he made your hand to fit in mine

I was writing words down for myself, and you were messing with my brain
And i'm not saying that it was God that told me to leave, it could've been the devil
But we both changed
And you said these christians are wrong and I hate their songs and I hate the love in their bones
I don't think God exists, and even if he did then why would he take away my only hope

And I said be still my dear friend
There are some things that we will never find
But I know God made me to love you
And he made you to question why
He makes your heart hurt deep inside