Shep - Water Smiles Lyrics

Water smiles, water smiles
You be happy, not a problem child, problem child
Love is hollow but it's all around, all around
That's a problem cause it's watered down, watered down
Call me crazy but I
Water my smile to make it grow
Yeah I water my smile to make it grow
Happiness a habit, water my smile to make it grow
Water smiles, idk idk idk

Never been this happy now I concentrate on everything
Joy is kinda overrated now because I'm scared to peak
Laughter is a waterfall and falling is embarrassing
Optimistic probably isn't something I would care to be
Halloween, halloween, my own joy is scaring me
What you think, what you think, I hate when they stare at me
Follow me, follow me, I'm going to therapy
Follow me follow me it's scaring me it's scaring me
I don't wanna be like everybody else
Everybody makes me nervous every time I look around
I'm not strong nor have I claimed to be I'm kinda overwhelmed
So I'll practice till I'm actually happier with myself
Where's my water at
Missing calls from my depression could not call it back
Let it ring and go to voicemail put the phone away
If I ignore it for long enough it'll go away
Go away, please go while I

Water smiles, water smiles
You be happy, not a problem child, problem child
Love is hollow but it's all around, all around
That's a problem cause it's watered down, watered down
Call me crazy but I
Water my smile to make it grow
Yeah I water my smile to make it grow
Happiness a habit, water my smile to make it grow
Water smiles, idk idk idk

Never been this sad before I'm overthinking everything
Secretly I'm everything you never want your kid to be
Outwardly I'm cowardly emotional but inwardly
I'm cowardly emotional , I'm kidding see I'm kidding see
Need a break from all these daily things
Unfamiliar things I'm used to that just make me think
I don't like the liquid coming out this shady sink
But they tell me it makes me happy so I'll take a drink
I'm fading, see
Where's my water at
Missing calls from my rejection just to call it back
Sorry we've been distant. Know I never wanted that
I just wanted you to need me, guess the flaw in that
Is kinda obvious
Yeah, where's my water at
Guess my smile's kinda dry, let me draw it back
But when it's there it only seems to give me stress
Guess my happiness don't work like photosynthesis
I just grown to embrace my own type of

Water smiles, water smiles
You be happy, not a problem child, problem child
Love is hollow but it's all around, all around
That's a problem cause it's watered down, watered down water
Call me crazy but I
Water my smile to make it grow
Yeah I water my smile to make it grow
Happiness a habit, water my smile to make it grow
Water smiles, idk idk idk

I don't know, you found my weakness
Downside to the water smiles, out flows all my secrets
Mention of my diamond, notice how red that my cheeks get
Hieroglyphic writing, good thing I'm the one that reads it
Flow is good the liquid cheeking always leaves them speechless
Oh, what a waste
What a waste of these dimples it's such a shame
How complacent but nevertheless afraid
Seeking joy but confines himself in his cage
He defines it all the same
I can't find it where's my water at
I've been searching every day but I am not on track
Went off the rails a couple weeks ago and lost my head
And I ain't found it yet
Don't really make any sense
My smile's counterfeit, oh
Where's my water at?
If a good day's far away then why they call it that?
I am not impressed
Ignore my accomplishments
I got a problem with
Myself happy contradicts
Self hatred filled boxes in my closet where's my water smiles

Oh, where's my water smiles
Where's my water at
If a good day's far away then why they...