Shendy - 'Till I See You in Hell Lyrics

I wish we go back to our old ways
Asking who did it, yeah you did it first
Asking how I'm feeling
Yeah I'm feeling cursed
And even writing this is making the feeling worse
I finna call you now, cuz I got the urge
F*ck it, imma even ask if this could work
2 cups of Henny, hit the smoke
I'm leaving earth
Is this another gimmick
Another wasted verse
Is this another trial
Another waste of words
F*ck, I can't lie man
I'm just so hurt
You left me there to die
And you watched me burn
And it just occured
That you went through a heartbreak of your own
Said that shit was toxic and needed to go
And needed me there just to lean your head on
But I won't be anymore, so I'm saying so long
Cuz this is it, goodbye
I'm ending this tonight
You're not a topic no more
You're just a memory that flies
Inside the walls of my heart
Uhh yeah
Inside the dungeon of lies
Yeah yeah
So this is it, goodbye
You ain't as innocent as you seem
One second you're leading me on
Then you're cutting me off
And I don't even know what's your point of view on this
What do you think
I'm just another fish in the sea
Another prop on a shelf
That you can kick when you please
Nah f*ck it, stop shit subliminally
Stop making me feel
That way
Cuz I don't even know if you're doing this intentionally
Is it L O V E or is it H A T E
Tell me now I'm begging please
Tell me how you're missing me
Or tell me why you're telling him
About you and me
Tell me all about
How you're letting me down gently, you said
Doesn't matter now cuz to me you're dead
We ain't the same as before
And never will be again
And don't knock on my door
Cuz I ain't hearing the bell
I'm blocking you out
Till I see you in hell