Shelovezxo - Thoughtz Lyrics

I'm bout to go cray
Bout to go cray
Bout to go cray

What if I told you that the grass ain't always greener on the other side
What if I told you that your friends ain't down to ride
What if I told you that your dreams ain't worth the chasing
What if I told you someone watching what you're taking
What if I told you everyone really ain't your friend
What if I told you that these people want you for your bread
What if I told you that you never really fall in love
What if I told you that it's hard to find someone to trust

Sometimes I think about the things that I would've done
Sometimes I think about the things that I shouldn't of
Sometimes I think about my freedom in my last life
Sometimes I think about what happened in my past life
Sometimes I think about things I shouldn't think about
Sometimes I think about a way to finally get it out
Sometimes I think about the world and just laugh at it
Sometimes I think about the day I'm put in the casket

I always wondered if I ever made my mama proud
I always wondered if I ever made her smile
I always wondered what would happen if I didn't rap
I always wondered what would happen if I didn't slack
I always wondered what would happen if I blew up
I always wondered what would happen when I grew up
I always wondered what would when I lost the grind
I always wondered what would happen if I spoke my mind
But um

I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
Lost in my thoughts yeah
Yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
Yeah

I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
Yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
It comes at a cost yeah
Yeah

I wake up every morning to the same problems
But the main problem is how Ima solve em
Mama told me that this world isn't easy
Treat others how I want them to treat me
I was never really popping I'm a stand out
Had to get it on my own no handout
I don't know a single person with my mindset
I'm just wondering if it's my time yet

Mama always told me boy you better pay attention
But I never did that's why I always got suspended
While it's still on my mind I just have to mention
Thank you Mama for your love I won't forget it
I know I put you through some hell and I'm sorry for it
You got that love a mother has and I can't ignore it
I wish I had more to make up for my wrongs
Maybe we can talk about this on another song
I love you Mama
Cause I'm

I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
Yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
It comes at a cost yeah
Yeah

I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
Yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
Comes at a cost yeah
Yeah

I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
Yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
Life comes at a cost yeah
Yeah

I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
I'm lost in my thoughts yeah
Yeah
This life comes at a cost yeah
Life comes at a cost yeah
Yeah