Shelby Jane - Karmic Balance Lyrics

Thought it would be easier for to say I never want to see you again
You had me f*cked up, you had me runnin' up a mess in my head
It makes me sick, it's so twisted, just how desperate I was
When all I left with was a handful of regret and a bunch of ignored texts
Can't even call you my ex

Cause you didn't want nothin' else from me but to get in me bed
Once you'd get what you want, you let it go to your head
Then you'd call me a crazy bitch and tell all your friends
Well I hope you enjoy the karmic balance in the end

And I swore to myself wanted to sink to your level of toxicity
But I gotta say its pretty weak, when all you do is sit on your ass and smoke weed
And try to tell me who I can and can't be
Everyday I write, I grind, I fight the demons in my mind while you let em' win
With your narcissistic grin
Seems all you do is a lot of nothin' and talk a lot of shit

Cause you didn't want nothin else from me but to get in my bed
Once you'd get what you want, you let it go to your head
Then you'd call me a crazy bitch and tell all your friends
Well I hope you enjoy the karmic balance in the end

And I can't really blame ya, cause it was only myself reflectin' myself back to myself
And when I wanted help, I just pushed, pulled, tossed and turned away like hell
Why can't I take the advice I give out for myself
Maybe I'm scared too, maybe I'm just a coward too, maybe I just love you
And I don't want to admit the truth
And I don't want to admit the truth

Cause you didn't want nothin else from me but to get in my bed
Once you got what you wanted, you let it go to your head
Then you call me a crazy bitch and tell all your friends
Well I hope you enjoy the karmic balance in the end

Cause you didn't want nothin else from me but to get in my bed
Once you got what you wanted, you let it go to your head
Then you call me a crazy bitch and tell all your friends
Well I hope you enjoy the karmic balance in the end