Shawnie Marie - The Devil Said Lyrics

Aye i'm up in the whip with my finger on the trigger
I wanna f*cking end it but I can't deliver
Why id rather be here this shit give me shivers
Sick to my liver
You said you wanna die but your heart is still kickin
Quit being chicken and cave your f*cking shit it
Why you still living
Abort the f*cking mission

But i'm stuck like what about my family
I wanna dip but can they live off my legacy
We don't talk so the bond is f*cking dead to me
But they'll all notice when I go its like woah is me
What woah is you
But y'all don't know the half that I been through
I been workin in the f*ckin metaphysical
Dying tryna tame my mother f*cking mental

Aye i'm up in the whip with my finger on the trigger
I wanna f*cking end it but I can't deliver