Sharky - Doorbell Lyrics

I was in the right place
At the wrong time
With my wrong kind of mess
Closed in my nightmares
When the sun light
Was still burning my face
And it took me many years
To know what the hell was wrong
Blamed my body, blamed my way of talking, walking
And the way I thought
Closing myself in an empty room
Full of all those f*cking killers
That destroy your mood
And I cried in the dark
It felt better than light
No one knocked at the door
Changed the doorbell for blinds
Every morning in high
My mind full of thoughts
But my mouth shut as f*ck
Full of shit to throw up!
On those dark days
In my life
No one cared
No f*cking help
Those dark days
In my life
No one cared
Not even tried
But the light I had inside
Started to blow and get me blind
Don't see killers in the shadows
They just run away so fast
Told myself
I want some change
So I ring
My own doorbell
And I started to feel
I was in the wrong place
At the right moment
At the right age
And hey!
You know what?
I was ready to jump
To become who I am now
And no one could stop me
Hurt me
Destroy me
Tie me
Help me
Try to drive me crazy
Cause the night was ending
And now when the sun rise up
Gonna be too late to take me back
To those f*cking dark days
When I was kind of dead
And no one help
Not even cared
So I asked myself to fix my mess
Before I ended up my grave
My grave
My f*cking grave
On those dark days
In my life
No one cared
No f*cking help
Those dark days
In my life
No one cared
Not even tried
But the light I had inside
Started to blow and get me blind
Don't see killers in the shadows
They just run away so fast
Told myself
I want some change
So I ring
My own doorbell
And I cried in the dark
It felt better than light
No one knocked at the door
Changed the doorbell for blinds
Every morning in high
My mind full of thoughts
But my mouth shut as f*ck
Full of shit to throw up!
But the light I had inside
Started to blow and get me blind
Don't see killers in the shadows
They just run away so fast
Told myself
I want some change
So I ring
My own doorbell
I was in the wrong place
At the right time
With my right kind of mess
Closed in my nightmares
When the night time
Was still stuck in my head...
On those dark days
In my life
No one cared
No f*cking help
Those dark days
In my life
No one cared
Not even tried
But the light I had inside
Started to blow and get me blind
Don't see killers in the shadows
They just run away so fast
Told myself
I want some change
So I ring
My own doorbell