Don't wake me up
I just found out that I'm totally f*cked
I can't find my way out of this hard love
I keep on tryna just be a grown up
I just keep f*cking up
I had enough
Don't even know what I actually want
I know too much sometimes its just a front
Tryna avoid these feelings and get drunk
I had I had enough
Enough of myself
Enough of the blame
The fights and pain
Sleeping upset
Break together again
Again and again
I don't know what I gain
Why do I do this
Why do I do this yeah
Why so I do this yeah yeah
Why do I fall for the same shit
The same situations, this ain't it
I know I know better, but can't quit
How does this happen, I can't quit
The only person I should blame's me
Out of character, this ain't me
Say that I'll manage, I'm failing
Say that I'm good, but I'm lying
I just keep f*cking up
Enough of myself
Enough of the blame
The fights and pain
Work it out then
End up in the same place
Again and again
I don't know what I gain
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I do this yeah
Why do I do this yeah