Shanzyan - Clear Lyrics

Days just start to blur then fade away
Feels like something's always in the way
It's hard to keep my focus
Then you turned the coldest, what for
Tryna fight this weight bringing me down
You think I don't care so I'm not around
That's just not the story
Don't act like you don't know me no more

I've been lying in my bed
Giving into these emotions
It's all in my head
So tell me why
Can't I let this go?
Got me going through the motions
More than I let you know

Stop playing with me
Ain't nobody praying for me
Why's it the same old shit
Got me feeling like this, like this
Yeah

Recognize I've been in my own way
But I don't think it's just me who needs to change
Stop with that illusion
Need a better solution for sure
I gotta clear my head so

I've (gotta clear my head)
Been lying in my bed
(I've been in my head)
Giving into these emotions
(Motion's frozen)
It's all in my head
(I guess it takes time yeah)
So tell me why
Can't I let this go?
Got me going through the motions
More than I let you know

Oh oh
Oh oh

Said it's all because
You tore me down
Yeah you broke my trust
Don't come back around
Cause I don't wanna face it
I'm tryna erase it
I tried my luck
I guess it's not enough