[ Featuring Chills ]
If it feels good it must be bad for me
And its always gonna hurt more to do the right thing
They say it pays off but they never say when
So i guess I'll just shut up and hope the best for the end
Let me tell you something while I'm here in this life
They'll smile in your face then stab your back with a knife
They'll try to shake your hand and tell you shit is alright
But you just know you are dying you are dying inside
Here's a thing or two I wish I knew
Before i pulled the trigger
I just kept giving more and all my problems just got bigger
You cant love anyone else till you can learn to love yourself
And You are your own god but you've gotta suffer to sell
Nothing else matters but the way that we feel
And if we don't feel right, well then nothing feels real
I'm all out of pain this world has bled me dry
I just wish i did more before i decided to die
If you hear nothing else i hope it'll be this line
Earth is more like hell when you can't even yourself
Earth is more like hell when you cant even be yourself
You try to sell your soul with the deal that you were dealt
The dealers got four aces in my hand there's three nines
It's all the end of a cycle it's just a matter of time
Here's a thing or two I wish I knew
Before I pulled the trigger
I just kept giving more and all my problems just got bigger
You cant love anyone else till you can learn to love yourself
You are your own god but you've gotta suffer to sell
I don't even wanna get high
I just wanna be somebody else
I wish I could feel
I wish I could want to help myself
I don't wanna fix a thing I just wanna find my peace
But I wont put you through 'goodbyes' ill just fall with the leaves
Heres a thing or two I wish I knew
Before i pulled the trigger
I just kept giving more and all my problems just got bigger
You cant love anyone else till you can learn to love yourself
You are your own god but you've gotta suffer to sell
