Hard pill to swallow Video (MV)

Soaring
Only direction i ever knew
Was going forward
I dont even look back
When im reversing the foreign
Had to empty out the old baggage
Clean out the storage
Taking up space in my memories
You not important
Clear the caches
Im bout to invade
Like an infection entering brains
You gone need a first aid
They say dont judge a book by its cover
Read the first page
But your mistake is thinking i wanted
To read that book in the first place
Im good
Better than ever
But this your worst day
Like finding out that kid aint yours
On your birthday
Dont shoot the messenger
Im just the courier
But if you wanna take it there
I'll turn into the coroner
The waves of the darktides
Where anger resides
I try my best not to remain here
That feeling inside
That same pull that made anakin
Convert to darkside
Cause sometimes it hit different
When having restraint dont apply
Its petty here i acknowledge that
The world turned into a staging act
They do anything for the camera
Then yell its a prank
Like they aint supposed to get clapped
I get it
People are skiddish
From being bombarded
With digital widgets
Gotta be careful who you be talking about
Especially if they speaking yiddish
Im giving the keys
And all of the tools
So you can maneuver not getting marooned
On any island
Through the seven seas
While collecting your coins
Or golden doubloons
Never assume that you moving better
Than any competitor
Wit a vendetta
Prepare for pressure
No matter the measure
That they may apply
Including ai or alexa
Yea i get all that
You speaking all facts
Worse thing about nowadays
They stress you
Till you on a verge of collapse
Popping pills like everyday
Got a capsule for everything
Cant forget to take it with meals
Keeping track of my creatinine
Doctor visits every other month
Seeing specialist like twice a week
Nigga said he see inflammation
Now he recommend surgery
Surgery
Who paying for that
Thats more debt added to the stack
Gotta reach into that 401k
Cause they said the insurance lapsed
Hard pill to swallow
Gotta acknowledge that
Maybe ill dissolve it
Or take it with a snack
Hard pill to swallow
Gotta acknowledge that
Bottoms up and throw it back
Back then you could buy a home for like
80k
Take care of like 4 kids
With a main chick
And a side piece no chick fila
Things changed and the prices up
Now these bitches want a hundred band
Put that hoe on offer up
If she for sale
And wanna make demands
Asking me if im 5'11
Or six feet
Well how much do you weigh
Whats your diet like
Do you wear a weave
Are you natural
From exercise
Or you get injections
And then they call you sassy
When they gotta face rejection
Got damn
Bro you killing the vibe
Even though you a hundred for life
They dont be giving a damn
Of what you be saying
Just go and provide
Naw
Thats where i gotta stop you
Thats the shit grand daddy did
Paid the bills
But didnt keep real
Pandering to how she really feel
Telling her what she wanna hear
Not telling her what it really is
Then they pass that information
To the next generation of kids
Now these women cant do no wrong
They limitless
Niggas give them attention
With no reciprocation
Thats what simping is
Dumb niggas
Hard pill to swallow
Gotta acknowledge that
Maybe ill dissolve it
Or take it with a snack
Hard pill to swallow
Gotta acknowledge that
Bottoms up and throw it back