Shae Amber - Laugh Again Lyrics

I've been looking at my
Self in the mirror
I can't stand what I see
It tortures me
I'm searching for a reason
Why I'm committing treason
It's hard to see
But this is my inspection
The cure for this infection
Lies within me

I'm looking up, I'm looking down
Trying to fit in to be found
If I look like you will you
Save me
I'm searching here I'm looking there
From where it comes I don't care
I just need a little hope
I just need to laugh again

I am dissecting myself
Just to make sure I'm still human
I'm cutting back the layers
Of this monster
That's taken over me
I'm searching for tears
But these red drops of blood
Are close enough for me
Their close enough for me

I'm looking up, I'm looking down
Trying to fit in to be found
If I look like you will you
Save me
I'm searching here I'm looking there
From where it comes I don't care
I just need a little hope
I just need to laugh again
I just need to laugh again

I've gotta start looking up, stop looking down
And trying to fit in to be found
I'm the only one who can
Save me
I'm searching here I'm looking there
From where it comes I don't care
I just need a little hope (need a little)

I'm looking up, I'm looking down
Trying to fit in to be found
I'm the only one (will you save me)
I'm searching here I'm looking there
From where it comes I don't care
I just need a little hope
I just need to laugh again
I just need to laugh again
Laugh again

I've been looking at my
Self in the mirror