SHADYELILAK - ST. MARTIN Lyrics

San Martin, seven years, staying in the same apartment
First floor, friendly neighbors in our building
It doesn't change the fact that the city i'm at
It ain't sweet like honey
We got hoodlums and gangsters at every corner
You get caught lacking then you're a goner
Pardon me, we had to adapt to it
Family over worried about how we living with it
Stressing enough, i'm over that stage
Adolescents creepin', weird how i'm actin'
Everybody 'round me just keep on naggin'
I hardly tolerate any nigga that's coming my way
Not the type to mention it twice
My vocal chord is clear, you gotta hear what i say
Stomping on these niggas and beats
Extreme pressure from the verses I spit
Better flows and melodies in this heat
Not a single opp will dare to try me
Not taking time to end a nigga career
I move different, ain't no bitch coming this near
Focused on my bag and my path clear
I'm not filtered, i pour my heart out if i have to
I'm the type to keep social interactions to a minimum
Moving silent like we on mute
You can't never guess our next move
Beef with us, we turning bodies to corpses
Your structure is fragile, can't wait til it collapses
And after, gain all your masses
And do it all with no practice
And you can tell i've been at it
I've been established to reach a new horizon
Looking back to all the shit that i've dealt with
This isn't what i wanted

All my friends are doing well bruh, i prolly feel left behind
It's not a selfish motive, i just feel broken inside
Every craft that i desire, it's either bad luck or unfortunate
Nothing's working out, i'm tryna navigate my path though i don't got any coordinates
6:27, i'm struggling to tame my frustrations
Had it down last night, H-club around the area
San Martin boys pulling up like we own the f*cking place
This is probably what i do every weekend now
Different hoes in the section
Never with the previous one that i had last weekend
Became an addict to this lifestyle, now i'm in the deep end
Family feud, i'm the major reason for this conflict
Can't even tell a lie about it
Brother graduated, everybody's proud now
I couldn't get to varsity or college
Got a job for a year, they never wanted me to
Eventually everybody's mad now
More heated conversations coming through
The more I try to be at ease
The more i seem to mess it up
Treat my two homies like family
It's all i'm ever asking
They've had it down, they've been around
I'm eternally grateful for everyone that i got