Today I stand alone here in the hands of death
I keep peeling my skin off as I watch my world collapse
From the depths of my heart, this war that I've fought
It's finally over, to the noose my road leads
The dusk rises as my color fades
Anxiety fills my mind, it lights my eyes inside
I am suffocating, inner annihilation
I'm on the path to my final destination
Locked in a prison in the ruins of my mind
Fractured pieces of me try to take a look inside
What the f*ck am I here for? I don't want to be alive
If everyone has their time I guess my time is now
No-one to mourn for me, the knife cuts in my flesh
The blood escapes my veins, now I shall reach my peace
Forgive me for what I have done
It's just the only way to get rid of the pain
I am becoming my own shadow
There's nothing left for me here
My agony unbearable
I feel like I'm falling down
I am feeling this urge in the depth of the night
What could I do? I am losing this fight
I push my smokes straight into my bones
I can see the pain, but it just ain't there
The smell of burning flesh, this is my favorite stench
If I shed a tear would I man up to face it?
You think hell is where I'll end up, but
Hell is what I carry with me every single day
My flesh opens and the blood runs out
I am done with this life but why do I doubt?
The rope hangs on a tree next to a cliff
I tie it to a noose and place it to my neck
On the edge I'm standing and I wonder
I try to think of a reason not to step down
Reality unknown
I'm drowning in my sorrow
Destiny foreseen
Blackened excursion
My life, my curse
Death is my rapture
Voices from within
Mental insurrection
Finally, I am released
Tonight, my breath has ceased
My blood runs cold, I am on my own
Oh, my beloved soul just let me go
Forgive me for what I have done
It's just the only way to get rid of the pain
I am becoming my own shadow
I have nothing to retain
The dusk rises as my color fades
Anxiety fills my mind, it lights my eyes inside
I am suffocating, inner annihilation
I'm on the path to my final destination
The dusk has risen, my colors have faded
Anxiety fills my mind, it lights my eyes inside
I am suffocating, inner annihilation
I have reached my final destination