Shadow of Desolation - Demons Within Lyrics

I know I haven't always done right for everyone
But at least I've tried the best I can
I keep seeing this living nightmare
Of which the shadow I am

Disconnect myself from emotions
Demonic blood runs through my veins
I can't control myself
Please, stop, before it's too late!

I am the servant of chaos my mind is in turmoil
Forcefully I continue this crusade of death
What have I done to earn this? I descend into desperation
I've been obsessed by the Demons Inside!

Live images of my victims, they haunt my memories
The people who trusted in me, eternal exile; the only solution
This is my curse to carry
Oh, please, God, make it stop!

Disconnect myself from emotions
Demonic blood runs through my veins
I can't control myself
Please, stop, before it's too late!

I'm sorry for all the
Bad things that I've done in my past life
But nothing I've done can justify
This hell you put me through
A simple f*ck you for
Everything you've ruined from me
All in all I'm forced to watch as
All I've loved turns to dust

My enemy from within what is it that you want from me?
My rapture is awakening I slit my wrists, now set me free!

I am the servant of chaos my mind is in turmoil
Forcefully I continue this crusade of death
What have I done to earn this? I descend into desperation
I've been obsessed by the Demons Inside!