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I've found myself sitting on this before
A place between reality and knocking heavens door
A tug of war, of fallacy, a journey that is bound to be explored
I ask the lord, in hopes that I can try to find some peace
I'm looking for
I'm tryna find a way up
And Jesus has my full support, I know I'm not a saint but
Everything I pray for, isn't close to be, anywhere I hope to be
I hope you see, just why I'm in my cranium
My brains, doing laps like it's usain
Cause lies hit my homes growing up, like tornadoes
Harder to believe the things I see and that's faith
Try to trust, when the devil puts a bunch up on your plate
That's lunch
And that's a tough pill to take
Straight edge, but everybody living buzzed everyday
Drunk, blazed, blowing anything to cope it all away
So how can I believe in good, when everything's in pain
I'm saying
This temptations rotting my soul
I don't know what god has in store for me
Looking for more, I hope you see
And I hope you know
This temptations rotting my soul
My soul
Just coast (yeah)
Float between dimensions
I hope to see ascension, one day (one day)
On this path that I'm destine for
Filled the metaphors I write
Tryna stay away from drunk nights, but thats the meta, for this life we live
Forming tight, grips of the bottle, take another sip
Buy another zip, rinse
Repeat, now the days can slip, now you in daze and shit
Can never function without craving it, that's the kinda maze we in
I write about the chase because my patience getting paper thin
Only have ourselves to blame for it
Only have have ourselves to, blame