Hard to Let Go Video (MV)

What going on?
I mean asisakhulumi njengase kuqaleni
You've become so distant, I don't understand
Kwenzakalani ngathi?

You don't matter anymore
You don't occupy a space in my heart anymore
Go and f*ck my enemies I don't care anymore
I gave you my all and you still demanded more
I don't know anymore
I don't know you anymore
I don't know any law
Any physics, any science 'cause with you I'm always lost
With you I'm always wrong
Everything is my fault
Everything is my... No I don't care anymore
This is deja vu coz we've been here before
Same tune, same beat man I know this song
I know this song, "I'm never gonna do it again"
Then you run back and do it again
I was looking for your love but I lost myself
Every time I'm with you I forgot myself
You've always been ungrateful, you whine and nag
I just want a peace of mind but you on my neck
Tryna give you happiness... 'cause girl you came first
And I'm such a gentleman I make you come first
Love is complex
And now we don't text,
Now we both mad I guess it's on to the next cause

I know what to do but it's hard to let go
Know what to do but it's hard to let go
I know what to do but it's hard to let go
It's hard to let go, it's hard let go

I put up with you 'cause I believe in us
You forever absent it made me furious
You needed me I was there, you f*cking serious?
I came faster than immature ejaculators
But when I need you now you tell me "See you later"
You know now in mind my heart is still a traitor
I mean I saw the signs and just ignored them
Even though you hot your heart is frozen
But maybe it's my fault I just expected much
You were just passing by, and me, I saw a wife
I was too scared to lose you so I was clingy
It's hard to let go but this shit will kill me

And now that I know you that don't deserve me
I won't sit on the bench, you won't reserve me

You say the spark is gone, it was never there
You just love playing me like I'm Solitaire
You know Sometimes I wonder if you ever cared
If I don't text first we will never chat

I know what to do but it's hard to let go
Know what to do but it's hard to let go
I know what to do but it's hard to let go
It's hard to let go, it's hard let go