I feel a darkness inside
It's buried deep but alive
Why do I love it so much?
I need the chaos to live
I see the fear as a gift
Your blessing and it's my curse
(F*ck my curse)
Crippled, alone
Die with that truth that you hold
Fragile, you're corrosive
Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Keep taking what you're giving
Holy water
Go find your killin' spirit, right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die
You fed the flames of the fire
To watch it burn me alive
The reasons I'll never know
I need the pain to survive
I used to pray but I'm tired
I'm here for better or worse
Crippled, alone
Die with that truth that you hold
Fragile, you're corrosive
Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Keep taking what you're giving
Holy water
Find your killin' spirit, right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die
I don't want you to save my soul
You don't need more
It will take everything I have to hold you up
And leave you believing my dying words
Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Bring me in the river now
Holy water
Go find your killin' spirit, right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die
Holy water
Drag me in the river
Sunday murder
Keep taking what you're giving
Holy water
Find your killin' spirit, right now
Someday I'll see the light
I hope before I die
Die