Seth Bowman - Swan Song Lyrics

Swan song
Swan song
This is my
Swan song

Let's take it back way before I wanted to rap
Back when I used to act like a mat
Let everyone walk across me like that
Swat at me, I should have been smacked
To be exact I barely could keep myself intact
No one could understand the impact
I had to enact my tact to be exact
With all these thoughts my head is jam packed
It made me realize that I was in a loop that I had to get back so I could regroup
Control myself so that I don't stoop
Down to their level and begin to droop
How would you like it if I hung myself from the ceiling fan I'll use the shelf
To hoist up and begin to tie the belt
I feel as if I'm beginning to lose my health
But another day dawns as I begin to yawn
No sleep again cause the night is all gone
What am I gonna do it's all wrong
I just wanna let it all out in a song
If I don't admit that something's wrong
How could I seek help and move along
I took one to many hits from the bong
Now my brain is fried and I'm too far gone
A common theme as I begin to yawn
I guess that I am just not that strong
What did I do to spawn so wrong
I guess this is just my swan song

I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you
If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune
It's for you

Feel the beat of the drum in your chest
One look is all it takes you're obsessed
But if I may just let me suggest
I can see that you are very depressed
Who is that talkin' and why does he sound like he as a problem with my rotten
Personality that has fallen below my own standards of margin
C'mon don't pretend you don't know me
We could have so much fun with rum see
I don't even drink who is inside me
I hear voices in my head you see
Lost at sea I don't have any safety
I think I'm beginning to lose my sanity
Someone better stop this tragedy
Only thing holding me is gravity
I am hollow I have a cavity
My whole body is empty apparently
It's not empty not necessarily
Take a pill and eat it regretfully
You know what, I think I will
I think I may just have a pill
What's the odds that it would actually kill
I'm just gonna relax and chill
I'm dozing off watching Doctor Phil
As I begin to feel the time stand still
My body likes it, it likes the thrill
So I think I may just have another pill

I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you
If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune
It's for you

Prolonged use could cause some damage
I'm not savage I'm just tryna' manage
This passage could not hold my baggage
Some knowledge spewed all through this message
How could I stand this
This is not bliss I'd rather miss
Out on every single time I climb in my prime on my own dime
But with time I will rhyme in each line every single time I cried
And every single time I died inside I couldn't lie
To my family the one beside of me
Keenan you too you've seen this side of me
All along you were on the side of me
Hesitant to include this side of me
I feel like I have an army
Together we can bring anarchy
Anyone can get this cavalry
I won't even burn a calorie
It's a new day, a new day is dawnin'
I feel like I keep on yawning
In and out and out I'm nodding
Driftin' off but now I'm startin'
I guess it's time that I start poppin'
You couldn't guess it now it's shocking
Some will say that I'm just mockin'
I'm not and you better get it through your noggin

I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you
If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune
It's for you

I don't know what to do anymore, this is for you
If I don't get away soon, this will be my last tune
It's for you