I can't begin to describe how I used to feel
If you could have seen me when I was not real
Life is something I think that I saw on the TV
But I don't know if I can believe
If I could focus on all that I wish that I could be
Maybe someday I could forgive me
I don't know where to start though so open up your heart and just listen
I am so sorry
Just before I opened up my eyes
I dreamt I saw you cry
And I was ashamed
Memories are lost and so was I
But leaving you was right
Because I had changed