Sense of Urgency - Loosing Grip Lyrics

Sect me skin from bones
Take a look inside
You will never find
What's inside my mind
Through my darkest times
I have realized
No one takes your side
When you're left to die
Built some pressure
Through all these years
Took for granted
Fed with fear
Carved with my guilt
And filled with shame
Now I'm a vessel
An empty shade
Now while I'm falling
And the water rise
I'll keep on crawling
Through my demise
I'll never get free
If I don't change
This voice inside me
To give me a break
I tried to heal myself
But always felt like
When I'm near to something
Somewhat drags me down
From all the things I'm yearning
My lungs are floating
I keep on falling to a place unknown
I never wanted this
I always tried to put myself together
But I always failed
And now I'm loosing my grip
I'm stuck on my guilt
I'll never get free
If I can't let go of myself
Sect me skin from bones
Throw me sticks and stones
Nothing left inside
Pray for your survive
There's something broken that lies right inside of me
And that's the thing that I can't let go
This anchor pulls me deeper in the darkest sea
The bottom pit just became my home
There is just one more thing left to comfort me
The right to choose to leave this world
Will I keep drag myself through this agony
Or give up and set myself free?
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Set me free
Leaving this world has never been an answer
But the questions kept me tied for all this time
Cut the rope that binds me to this anchor
While the devil runs besides me another time